Right now... seems to be a lot of the problem with the country any more. What don't I have 'right now', why can't I have it 'right now'... the ability to plan, to work, to EARN things seems to have gone out the window over all.
Right now... Right now is an important moment. You have to make sure you enjoy the moment you have... the time you have... but at the same time, forgetting to plan for future moments, or expecting everything you want to just be there... half of life is the journey, and it's so forgotten any more.
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Ugh.
So I'm well aware I'm not perfect... I know I do things the wrong way, but if there's one thing I am, it's loyal. I may tell the truth about a friend, but never without reinforcing the fact that I care about them and while it may be the truth, there's many points of them that makes these minor flaws absolutely nothing.
So when I'm accused of talking about someone I care about behind their back? I explode a little. I don't "talk behind" anyone's back. I don't say anything to anyone I wouldn't say directly to the person I'm discussing, and more likely than not, the person I'm discussing KNOWS I how I feel already, so there's really no reason to discuss it with them further. I know they won't change, and they won't change my mind (well they might, but generally I know they won't bother with the things that would do so).
The worst part of it is knowing someone who should know me better than that, and having them believe such lies... or worse lying about it to me.
I hate people... I have problems with people... I have problems trusting people. I'm not going to betray those I DO trust for stupid things like popularity in a game. Online friends or not, when I give a person my trust, it's across all borders. Love is love, no matter where it is or what it is.
Losing a friend is painful, but it does happen. It's worse when there's been no chance to salvage what was there, instead just pushed away on the words of... who? I don't know. I can just hope it was someone that I actually talk to so they have at least a little credibility.
So when I'm accused of talking about someone I care about behind their back? I explode a little. I don't "talk behind" anyone's back. I don't say anything to anyone I wouldn't say directly to the person I'm discussing, and more likely than not, the person I'm discussing KNOWS I how I feel already, so there's really no reason to discuss it with them further. I know they won't change, and they won't change my mind (well they might, but generally I know they won't bother with the things that would do so).
The worst part of it is knowing someone who should know me better than that, and having them believe such lies... or worse lying about it to me.
I hate people... I have problems with people... I have problems trusting people. I'm not going to betray those I DO trust for stupid things like popularity in a game. Online friends or not, when I give a person my trust, it's across all borders. Love is love, no matter where it is or what it is.
Losing a friend is painful, but it does happen. It's worse when there's been no chance to salvage what was there, instead just pushed away on the words of... who? I don't know. I can just hope it was someone that I actually talk to so they have at least a little credibility.
Saturday, July 6, 2013
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